Saturday, November 11, 2006
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Monday, October 16, 2006
Urge to move, rising.
So it's getting to the point where I really want to fucking move out. I'm tired of living here.
And it's not even living with my parents that's the bad part. It just sucks living way out in the middle of fucking nowhere. I have to drive 20 minutes to hang out with anyone, or get any food that isn't in my house. I have shitty internet. I have shitty satellite. I can't even get my local channels in HD. I can't play games online.
But on the upside, there's no rent. So I'm rolling in money. But I don't want to be. I want to be not here. But to do that I need a roommate.
Because I'm stupid, and want a house. They're way too expensive for me to get one on my own, so I need someone to move in with me. Dustin said he would, but his lease doesn't end until March. Chuck also said he would just last night, but I'm not sure if I want to live with him. I mean he's a good guy and all, I just don't want to bump heads or whatever. And he makes more money than Dustin. Dustin would probably break his lease, but that's fucking expensive, and I can't ask him to do that. Especially since he'd have to break his lease then put down half on a deposit.
Bah, I don't know what to do. I guess I'll call a realtor and start looking for a house, and start looking at apartments this weekend or something.
And it's not even living with my parents that's the bad part. It just sucks living way out in the middle of fucking nowhere. I have to drive 20 minutes to hang out with anyone, or get any food that isn't in my house. I have shitty internet. I have shitty satellite. I can't even get my local channels in HD. I can't play games online.
But on the upside, there's no rent. So I'm rolling in money. But I don't want to be. I want to be not here. But to do that I need a roommate.
Because I'm stupid, and want a house. They're way too expensive for me to get one on my own, so I need someone to move in with me. Dustin said he would, but his lease doesn't end until March. Chuck also said he would just last night, but I'm not sure if I want to live with him. I mean he's a good guy and all, I just don't want to bump heads or whatever. And he makes more money than Dustin. Dustin would probably break his lease, but that's fucking expensive, and I can't ask him to do that. Especially since he'd have to break his lease then put down half on a deposit.
Bah, I don't know what to do. I guess I'll call a realtor and start looking for a house, and start looking at apartments this weekend or something.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
You know what I love?
When people make decisions based on little to no information. I love it. Truely. A lot.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
I bitch way too much
I've noticed recently that probably more than half of the conversation I have with people is me generally bitching. I bitch cause I'm bored, I bitch cause I don't have many friends. I just bitch about anything around me.
Hell now I'm bitching about how all I ever do is bitch.
I've been doing manual labor for the last week, working in the oilfield and such. It's been alright. My sunburns have pretty much gone away, and now my arms and stuff are pretty damn tan. Hopefully this'll help me lose weight and make me feel a bit better about myself.
I need to think of some new composites so I can work on a new demo reel. So I can go out and get a real job.
Man, I have nothing left to say....
Hell now I'm bitching about how all I ever do is bitch.
I've been doing manual labor for the last week, working in the oilfield and such. It's been alright. My sunburns have pretty much gone away, and now my arms and stuff are pretty damn tan. Hopefully this'll help me lose weight and make me feel a bit better about myself.
I need to think of some new composites so I can work on a new demo reel. So I can go out and get a real job.
Man, I have nothing left to say....
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Bored
Man. If I ever say "holy crap, I have way too much stuff to do, and not enough time to do it in. I hate this." Well I want whoever is around me to slap me and say, "Do you remember that time you moved back to Midland? You like not being bored."
Because holy jesus on a stick I am bored. I've got pretty much nothing to do all during the week because everyone works, and now a good half of the people here are moving back off to college. I have to drive 20 minutes to get into town, and then hope whoever I'm currently hanging out with doesn't get tired of me or want to go to sleep, and when the inevitable does happen, I have to frantically start calling people hoping someone will answer and want to hang out.
Because if they don't, I have to drive 20 minutes back home.... then wait for someone elese to call me again, so that I can drive another 20 minutes back to town. What I don't pay in rent I'm making up for in gas milage.
I really need to start working on a new reel to send out so that I can get a job.
Because holy jesus on a stick I am bored. I've got pretty much nothing to do all during the week because everyone works, and now a good half of the people here are moving back off to college. I have to drive 20 minutes to get into town, and then hope whoever I'm currently hanging out with doesn't get tired of me or want to go to sleep, and when the inevitable does happen, I have to frantically start calling people hoping someone will answer and want to hang out.
Because if they don't, I have to drive 20 minutes back home.... then wait for someone elese to call me again, so that I can drive another 20 minutes back to town. What I don't pay in rent I'm making up for in gas milage.
I really need to start working on a new reel to send out so that I can get a job.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
D:
So I don't yet have the internet in my room. I'm using my little brother's computer.
Well I just ran a speed test to see how fast this clearwire stuff truly is.
D: !!!!!
Holy jesus!
My cable back in FL was 10/5.... NOOOOOOO!!!!
Well I just ran a speed test to see how fast this clearwire stuff truly is.
Last Result:
Download Speed: 1518 kbps (189.8 KB/sec transfer rate)
Upload Speed: 148 kbps (18.5 KB/sec transfer rate)

Download Speed: 1518 kbps (189.8 KB/sec transfer rate)
Upload Speed: 148 kbps (18.5 KB/sec transfer rate)
D: !!!!!
Holy jesus!
My cable back in FL was 10/5.... NOOOOOOO!!!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Ugg tired
Man. I got a bunch of new CD's, and I'm finally listening to them.
I really like this CD by The Mountain Goats. A lot. Holy crap it's good.
That's all... I should get to sleep.
I really like this CD by The Mountain Goats. A lot. Holy crap it's good.
That's all... I should get to sleep.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
Holy shit
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT
I CAN'T STOP READING THIS PRIVATE MESSAGE FROM THE VFXTALK FORUMS
My name is censored for privacy and I am looking for a graphic artist to do a few freelance projects. I saw your demo reel and loved it.
Holy shit holy shit HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT
I CAN'T STOP READING THIS PRIVATE MESSAGE FROM THE VFXTALK FORUMS
My name is censored for privacy and I am looking for a graphic artist to do a few freelance projects. I saw your demo reel and loved it.
Holy shit holy shit HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I'm going to go crazy
Holy shit, I am going to go crazy. I haven't seen anyone since I got back from the LAN party. They're all gone for the 4th of July break. So I have no one to hang out with. I've just been sitting on my computer all damn day, and watching 24. And Venture Brothers.
About the LAN party: It was a ton o fun. Played Q3, Q4, HL2DM, some ET, and some HL2CTF. And a ton of Guitar Hero. I think that was the light of the party. Everyone instantly fell in love with it, was pretty funny. I don't think I've ever heard Cowboys From Hell that many times though. Muffins was obsessed with it.
I got a kickass HL2 poster out of it too. This one. I wanna frame it or something. Just too cool.
My contacts wanted to try and kill us though. They weren't loving me on the way up there, and I could barely see anything. The next day I had to go to Publix to get some contact solution and take a nap. My eyes were nice little wells of mucus. It was pretty awesome.
Umm.. not much else to talk about. Need to finish updating the site, then at some point need to work on Breakfast Tacos. I mean, I have nothing else to do all day.
About the LAN party: It was a ton o fun. Played Q3, Q4, HL2DM, some ET, and some HL2CTF. And a ton of Guitar Hero. I think that was the light of the party. Everyone instantly fell in love with it, was pretty funny. I don't think I've ever heard Cowboys From Hell that many times though. Muffins was obsessed with it.
I got a kickass HL2 poster out of it too. This one. I wanna frame it or something. Just too cool.
My contacts wanted to try and kill us though. They weren't loving me on the way up there, and I could barely see anything. The next day I had to go to Publix to get some contact solution and take a nap. My eyes were nice little wells of mucus. It was pretty awesome.
Umm.. not much else to talk about. Need to finish updating the site, then at some point need to work on Breakfast Tacos. I mean, I have nothing else to do all day.
Friday, June 30, 2006
I think I'm
A college graduate! Woo! All done with school!
Now I just have to move back home.
And with this newfound degree, I present you with MY BRAND NEW SITE!
This will still be used as a blog though. No reason to clutter up my portfolio with things that no one should ever read if they want to hire me.
Now I just have to move back home.
And with this newfound degree, I present you with MY BRAND NEW SITE!
This will still be used as a blog though. No reason to clutter up my portfolio with things that no one should ever read if they want to hire me.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
New Host
Just switched over to a new host, and now I'm getting the kinks worked out.
Hrm... here's hoping this works.
Well it seems to have worked! 1.5 TB of bandwidth... here I come!
Hrm... here's hoping this works.
Well it seems to have worked! 1.5 TB of bandwidth... here I come!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
The finish line is right in front of me
I'm so close to being done. This is crazy. I'm actually about to graduate from this hell!
Current WIP of the site design is here. I'm liking it so far.
My demo reel is due Tuesday at 2pm. I'll probably have it done tomorrow, if I'm not lazy. Which means whoever reads this will see it tomorrow. Finished. In all of it's glory.
I got nothing else. It's late, and I'm going to bed.
Current WIP of the site design is here. I'm liking it so far.
My demo reel is due Tuesday at 2pm. I'll probably have it done tomorrow, if I'm not lazy. Which means whoever reads this will see it tomorrow. Finished. In all of it's glory.
I got nothing else. It's late, and I'm going to bed.
Friday, June 16, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Screwup
I reuploaded my rough cut with much better audio. So click the link down there if you want to see it again with audio that won't destroy your ears.
Monday, June 12, 2006
The roughcut
My bandwidth is gonna get raped this month... oh well.
Here's the roughcut of my reel, nice and small.
Tell me what you think!
Here's the roughcut of my reel, nice and small.
Tell me what you think!
WOOOOOOOOOOO
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOO!!!!
My panel review went friggin AWESOME! They all liked my stuff a lot. They complimented me alot. They told me NOT to take out the shot I was thinking of dropping.
SELF ESTEEM MOTHER FUCKIN ++!!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOO!!!!
My panel review went friggin AWESOME! They all liked my stuff a lot. They complimented me alot. They told me NOT to take out the shot I was thinking of dropping.
SELF ESTEEM MOTHER FUCKIN ++!!!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Demo stuff
Well for music I decided to go with the Flaming Lips song.
My rough cut/panel review is Monday, but we can't do anything on Sunday because they're having a behind the scenes tour. Blah. I've been up for 36 hours right now. It sucks. I'll sleep tonight though, then tomorrow get Matt to help me with a resume.
This is a somewhat cocky thing to say, but I think my reel is coming out incredibly well. I guess it's not that cocky, I'm just damn proud of it so far. I may cut one scene from it that I don't particularly like too much, simply because shit's taking too long to render, and I don't want to wait.
I can't wait to freakin go home. See my girlfriend, family, and friends. Staying up this long working sucks, and makes me miss home all the more.
My rough cut/panel review is Monday, but we can't do anything on Sunday because they're having a behind the scenes tour. Blah. I've been up for 36 hours right now. It sucks. I'll sleep tonight though, then tomorrow get Matt to help me with a resume.
This is a somewhat cocky thing to say, but I think my reel is coming out incredibly well. I guess it's not that cocky, I'm just damn proud of it so far. I may cut one scene from it that I don't particularly like too much, simply because shit's taking too long to render, and I don't want to wait.
I can't wait to freakin go home. See my girlfriend, family, and friends. Staying up this long working sucks, and makes me miss home all the more.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Dilemma
Well, I kind of have a dillemma right now. I'm not sure if I want to pay Brandon extra for an actual logo or not. I've seen the first phase of the design of it, and I like it a lot. But if I want to use it as a logo, I'll have to use it on pretty much everything. Which means I'd have to change some stuff around.
I also want to use my face as my logo, but the Llama and my face are polar opposites in design. Llama cartoony, face creepy.
I like the face a lot, but mainly because I made it. It's mine. I can go, "Hey, look what I made."
I could just use the logo on everything but the DVD case and DVD... but that'd be weird.
Someone said that they don't think the face works as a logo, as it kind of traps me into horror/creepy stuff. It's not a very "general use" logo.
Hrm.
I also want to use my face as my logo, but the Llama and my face are polar opposites in design. Llama cartoony, face creepy.
I like the face a lot, but mainly because I made it. It's mine. I can go, "Hey, look what I made."
I could just use the logo on everything but the DVD case and DVD... but that'd be weird.
Someone said that they don't think the face works as a logo, as it kind of traps me into horror/creepy stuff. It's not a very "general use" logo.
Hrm.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Friday, June 02, 2006
The home stretch
Well, just this last month and I'll be out of here. I think that is the most awesome thing I have ever said.
Right now I'm refining where I want what shots in my demo reel, and trying to pick the music. I've gotten it down to two songs.
Massive Attack - Black Milk
The Flaming Lips - Approaching Pavonis Mons by Balloons (Utopia Planitia)
That is mons Shelby, not moons. As in... well I'll let you google it. Thanks for the recommendation.
I also need to think about what I want do with my title sequence. I may go buy Panic Room tonight because I've heard good things about that. I may just do a bunch of Motion tutorials and do it in that though. So many choices, so little time.
I'll upload those songs later in case anyone wants to hear em.
Umm... yeah.
Right now I'm refining where I want what shots in my demo reel, and trying to pick the music. I've gotten it down to two songs.
Massive Attack - Black Milk
The Flaming Lips - Approaching Pavonis Mons by Balloons (Utopia Planitia)
That is mons Shelby, not moons. As in... well I'll let you google it. Thanks for the recommendation.
I also need to think about what I want do with my title sequence. I may go buy Panic Room tonight because I've heard good things about that. I may just do a bunch of Motion tutorials and do it in that though. So many choices, so little time.
I'll upload those songs later in case anyone wants to hear em.
Umm... yeah.
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
LAN Par-TAY!
So my friend Crioknight is hosting a LAN party in the coming weeks.
I will most definately be there. It will be much fun.
I haven't LAN'd in damn near forever. I miss it a lot, and miss all of the LC lans. Those were just such fun times. Hopefully this will be like that, with more people I don't know.
Oh well it's really my last chance to hang with him, and considering how much fun we had last time, I imagine it'll be fun again this time.
Here's a link to the Lan's page.
I guess that's it for now.
I will most definately be there. It will be much fun.
I haven't LAN'd in damn near forever. I miss it a lot, and miss all of the LC lans. Those were just such fun times. Hopefully this will be like that, with more people I don't know.
Oh well it's really my last chance to hang with him, and considering how much fun we had last time, I imagine it'll be fun again this time.
Here's a link to the Lan's page.
I guess that's it for now.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Something real quick
I just wanted to say that I just completed my first maquette ever. It's my 4th one. I rule.
Now to go glue storyboards to a mat board.
Now to go glue storyboards to a mat board.
Monday, May 29, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006
That went by pretty quickly
Nicole leaves tomorrow. But I'll hopefully be home in a month, so it's no big deal.
She already has an interview. That lasted so long. And it turns out there are a couple of places hiring, so she's going to try and pick and choose.
I started reading a book called House of Leaves. And yeah, the house part is blue like that. It's supposed to be ridiculously scary, but so far I'm not completely seeing it. Parts of it have been pretty creepy, but it's not too often. Yet. I'm only on chapter 5. It's a book about a guy who finds a book about a documentary that never existed. It's very strangely written but I'm enjoying the crap out of it so far.
Anyone know how to embed youtube videos into sites? Or Google Video vids. Need to figure a bunch of stuff out really. See if I can put RSS stuff into the sections over one the right.
Hopefully I'm not just typing to myself though.
I'll type something bigger out about X3 later. I have to go finish my work.
She already has an interview. That lasted so long. And it turns out there are a couple of places hiring, so she's going to try and pick and choose.
I started reading a book called House of Leaves. And yeah, the house part is blue like that. It's supposed to be ridiculously scary, but so far I'm not completely seeing it. Parts of it have been pretty creepy, but it's not too often. Yet. I'm only on chapter 5. It's a book about a guy who finds a book about a documentary that never existed. It's very strangely written but I'm enjoying the crap out of it so far.
Anyone know how to embed youtube videos into sites? Or Google Video vids. Need to figure a bunch of stuff out really. See if I can put RSS stuff into the sections over one the right.
Hopefully I'm not just typing to myself though.
I'll type something bigger out about X3 later. I have to go finish my work.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Well this sucks
Nicole got fired today. That sucks. Sucks bad. And this is after her boss assured her multiple times that there was no way he was going to fire her.
At least she's coming down today.
She'll find a better job. She didn't like that job anyway. And she's taking it in stride.
At least she's coming down today.
She'll find a better job. She didn't like that job anyway. And she's taking it in stride.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Alrighty
Alrighty, this is going to be my new blog. I'm keeping this out of powerllama.com as I want that to be a portfolio site, and I don't think I should mix job stuff with personal stuff.
I don't know what I'm going to put on here, but I'm sure I'll figure it out.
Here in 2 weeks or so, I might have powerllama.com back up and running with a new design made by the truly famous Brandon Dicks. I love the design, and hopefully so will everyone else.
So yeah, first post ahoy.
I don't know what I'm going to put on here, but I'm sure I'll figure it out.
Here in 2 weeks or so, I might have powerllama.com back up and running with a new design made by the truly famous Brandon Dicks. I love the design, and hopefully so will everyone else.
So yeah, first post ahoy.
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